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Post by scarlette on May 23, 2007 14:34:30 GMT -5
Liza felt the proximity between them, and with it came a kind of tension. "You look quite poetic and handsome, sitting there, Cas. I kind of want to kiss you, but I suppose that would be a crime now you have a girlfriend," she said, nervously, a slight tremor in her voice.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on May 23, 2007 14:37:04 GMT -5
Casimir was surprised by such a question and raised an eyebrow. "And you've got one too," he said and sighed, his eyes lowering. "We don't have to tell anyone about this. It could remain scret. It should be nonetheless," he whispered into her ear.
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Post by scarlette on May 30, 2007 2:21:29 GMT -5
Liza was going to point out that she had a boyfriend, not a girlfriend, but she didn't as it would completely ruin the moment. "Could you do that to Scarlette though? She's so young and completely in love with you...it would kill her if she found out," she replied, drawing back again, having second thoughts. Now her conscience weighed heavily on her for even thinking about it. She thought of Matt, but when she looked up again, Casimir was still there, and he needed her. "I don't know...." she muttered exhasperatedly.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on May 30, 2007 5:59:09 GMT -5
He turned away,turning his back to her,sighing. Many thoughts rushed through his read. Memories of Scarlette and him. Having a good time. Enjoying themselves. Then there was Liza though. His thoughts were in turmoil about her. He didn't know what to do. But then again he needed her. "I don't know either," he mumbled, his eyes lowered.
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Post by scarlette on May 30, 2007 6:25:39 GMT -5
Liza pushed back her hair, placing her hands on her forehead as if she had a headache. "I just...I want to be impulsive, do the things I really want, but there's always all this other stuff on my mind. Why can't it just be simple, why do there have to be consequences? It's just so..." her voice trailed off. She sat down next to Casimir, her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed on her hands. Her hair fell forward over her face, she didn't like people to see her frown. And he couldn't even see her. "You see right through me though...you know me so well...you already know everything I'm going to say..." she muttered in a low voice. She rested her head against his shoulder, heard the rush of his blood, pulsing beneath his skin. "But underneath it all, you're just the same boy I've always known," she mouthed, making no sound except a faint sighing.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on May 31, 2007 3:44:09 GMT -5
Casimir's eyes darted to and fro. Her speech had shaken him. But had not drawn him out. He was still trapped by his malicious thoughts, Still stuck in his own world. He shivered, even though it was hardly cold. Liza was speaking the whole truth and by hearing from the tone she looked scared and confused. Something had struck her too. He hardly knew what it was but now he realised that the little girl he knew all along had hardly changed. "The questions are simple.But the answers are hard. They will stop you and drown you. Suffocate you until you give in and say something. Your mind will haunt you, thoughts always lingering in your mind, Memories as soon you won't be able to take decisions. Then whatever answer you take, the sense of wrongness will linger, even though it may be right. There will always be the questions; what would have happened if? Should i have really have done that?," he m,umbled, thinking his thoughts aloud. He then took a deep breath as he came to sense once more. "When i was in the burning forest there was always were many question in my mind, but there were always the main ones, always coming back; Should i give up? Will all the effort me worth for nothing?. My decision was if i wanted to answer them. I never did. That's what got my out of there. What happened to me in the forest, shook me and knocked some sense into me. Nothing is that easy. Life is made up of decisions and questions. Only that," his voice drifted off, as he shut his eyes, drawing his knees to his chest. He hardly cried these days, but his words had awoken something, as he felt a salty tear fall down his crimson cheeks. His dry eyes were crying now. This had never happened before.
(ooc: slightly philosophical...)
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Post by scarlette on May 31, 2007 7:47:54 GMT -5
Tears rising to her eyes as well, Liza wrapped an arm around his shoulder, watching the tear as it made its way over his skin. She felt that no words of hers could possibly compare to the emotions, sensations he had just spoken of. "You're right, you have every right to feel this way. Life is made up of decisions and questions, as you said, but don't forget, it also consists of the consequences of decisions and finding the answers to the questions. You will find the answer you're looking for, eventually," she replied.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on May 31, 2007 18:16:01 GMT -5
"But the problem is that i don't have a question anymore. They were burnt down along with the forest and my eyes," he mumbled, not wanting her to see him cry, so he took the pillow and put it agains his face. He did not want her to see him like this, even though she had probably seen him in worth states. Now he felt weak and vulnerable like if all the world was crushing down on him. This wasn't like him at all. This was something new and terrible.
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Post by scarlette on Jun 1, 2007 6:20:43 GMT -5
" What do you mean? There are loads of questions surrounding you, they cling to you like limpets. Why is Davey doing this? How can we stop him? How are you going to survive the terrible ordeal you are faced with?" Liza replied, another question came to mind, but she this one she did not include.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Jun 1, 2007 16:57:43 GMT -5
"Yes but, they're not questions that...," his voice drifted off, as he groaned. she wouldn't understand this and if he did say it it would look like he was a selfish person and hardly wanted that. However, as his eyes wondered off, along with his mind, he wondered why she was acting in such a caring way. Once, when he had kissed her and asked her out, she had rejected him and now she was acting like she was in love with him. Frowning his turned and around and faced her, his brow knitted. "Why are you talking to me like this?" he mumbled sullenly.
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Post by scarlette on Jun 2, 2007 4:35:32 GMT -5
"Because I love you, I care about you, in case you haven't noticed," she replied, kissing his cheek gently. She didn't want to force herself on him, she just wanted him to know. Because she did love him, whether it was in a romantic way or not, she was not sure.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Jun 2, 2007 5:35:52 GMT -5
He was shocked by this revelation, as he frowned. Now this put him in an awkward situation. What about scarlette? Liza had just reevealed how she loved him. What did this mean? He was confused s his mind ached, his burns starting to itch and pain him slightly, yet he did not let this pain show in hsi face. the shock came frst. "So, tell me why in god's name did you push me away and then let your brother punch me?" he asked, frowning and shook his head getting up again and putting his head in his hands. "Liza," he said in a distressed manner. "What are you saying? Can you make your mind up please," he said and raised his head and stared at her.
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Post by scarlette on Jun 7, 2007 14:41:01 GMT -5
"How can I make my mind up when I'm not even sure if I have one any more. You've always known I love you, I told you so when you first asked you out. Maybe this isn't the best time to be discussing this, you've just been through such a hard time, are going through a hard time, I don't want to make it more complicated," Liza replied quietly, backing away from the subject, she didn't have the courage to talk about it now.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Jun 9, 2007 12:27:57 GMT -5
Casimir shook his head, refusing now to go back. She had ventured to far and now they had to finish this conversation off. They could not simply drop it. That was a coward's way out. "No. You cannot drop this now. We've already waded to deep," he mumbled and got up and leant against one of her pillows and folded his arms, sighing slightly. "Liza, why did you reject me when i asked you out even though you claimed that you love me?" he asked softly, carefully.
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Post by scarlette on Jun 17, 2007 15:47:00 GMT -5
Liza sighed, really not wanting to continue the conversation, she had made things awkward enough already. "You don't understand, no matter how much we love each other, there are always going to be other commitments that prevent us from doing anything about it. I don't even know if I love you any more than a brother now, it's just a feeling that I can't quite express, I call it love, but it's so much more complicated than that," she replied, her gaze flitting to the door. How she waned to get up and flee the situation, but her duty as a friend to Casimir bound her to the room, another commitment she could no just abandon.
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