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Post by ~Caroline~ on Apr 10, 2007 11:58:59 GMT -5
Casimir wiped his mouth and let his eyes be lowered. He knew Jase wasn't around, close to him atleast, yet he could still hear his voice so that was indeed a sign. "God damn it," he muttured as his head snapped up, his eyes wide in an urgent manner. He was searching for the invisible Jase. "That was very weird. God dman it....i didn't mean it. I'm blind for god's sake. I'm blind! Half of my actions i do blindly. I didn't kiss you because i wanted it....I have a girlfriend and so do you," he exclaimed in anger. Yet this rage was for himself. It was his fault. yet...he did somewhat enjoy that curious encountre. How queer.
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Post by scarlette on Apr 10, 2007 12:06:09 GMT -5
"Yeah, dude, I know. No offence taken, it's cool," Jase mumbled, coming out of the shadows again, thankful that Cas couldn't see the crimson blush rising to his cheeks. He moved back to Casimir's side, ashamed that he had even considered leaving him alone and sightless.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Apr 11, 2007 11:03:35 GMT -5
Casimir sighed and blinked before shaking his head. "Thanks. I didn't want that to happen. Weird though," he mumbled, his head bowed, before snapping back up. "You have another ciggarette by any chance? I dropped mine and it wasn't even half finished....i think," he asked, turning to look at what he thought was Jase.
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Post by scarlette on Apr 11, 2007 14:16:22 GMT -5
"Yeah, sure," came Jase's mumbled reply. It felt wrong to be supplying his helpless, blind friend with cancer sticks, they'd only make things worse, but he could hardly deny Casimir anything now either. He handed Cas another lit cigarette, watched the smoke curl up round his hand in the darkness, almost mesmerised by the uncanny situation.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Apr 12, 2007 11:35:59 GMT -5
Putting the ciggarette to his mouth he inhaled the smoke again and breathed it out, feeling all relaxed once more. He turned to Jase then and raised his eyebrow. "So how are you and Kairi doing? Kairi isn't it? Your girlfriend?" he asked nicely.
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Post by scarlette on Apr 14, 2007 7:13:18 GMT -5
Jase shrugged, forgetting that Cas wouldn't be able to interpret his body language. "I dunno, I haven't seen her in ages. But I love her like hell," he said, blushing slightly at his own words. But it was true, he did, even just thinking about her in the dark, mouldy dungeon made him smile.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Apr 15, 2007 10:40:39 GMT -5
Casimir smiled to Jase and to himself. "How sweet," he mumbled, amused slightly, as he hardly belived he'd be hearing those words out of him. "But why don't you see her more often of you looovvve her so much?" he said, exaggerating of the word "love", dragging the sound on slightly.
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Post by scarlette on Apr 15, 2007 10:51:24 GMT -5
"In this place, I hardly get to see her anymore, there's som much drama and schoolwork, I don't have a clue where she is now," Jase sighed, leaning against the damp wall, staring into the darkness aimlessly.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Apr 15, 2007 10:54:27 GMT -5
Putting the ciggarette to his mouth he inhaled the smoke again and breathed it out. "Drama! If it wasn't for drama i wouldn't be blind. But drama is what feeds nout teenage, irrational minds. We feed off it like leeches on blood. Without drama we will not survive," he mused grimly, chuckling under his breath.
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Post by scarlette on Apr 16, 2007 15:39:32 GMT -5
Grimly Jase added, "Yeah, but we can't live with it either. We're just waiting for the next person to die, it's...sick. Adrian's dead, Mist nearly lost her legs...twice, first with the tree then the chandelier, I'm being tormented by Davey's ghost, Cat nearly died, so did Liza, ages ago, and then what I did to you. I just wish there was some way out, some way of breaking this cycle, getting a break." Anger rose in his voice, and on a sudden irate impulse, he punched the wall, feeling pain course through his fingers. He felt he deserved this pain for what he had done to Casimir though. "Ow...that was stupid..." he winced, curling his fist up in agony.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Apr 17, 2007 7:45:53 GMT -5
Casimir nodded,inhaling the smoke once again. "Yeah that was pretty stupid," he mumbled and considered slighty on what Jase had just told him. yes it was partly true and this was like a cycle. It all happened though, in a flash, like clockwork. Like something that one could not stop but it would always happen again and again. "You're right and i'm one of the many people who actually surfured. Jase, stop blaming yourself. Its not going to get you anywhere. I forgive you. Thats the main thing, so don't carry on torturing yourself for something pointless. It was the past and this is the future. Deal with it," Casimir told him grimly, his sightless eyes somber.
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Post by scarlette on Apr 23, 2007 15:15:27 GMT -5
Even though he still couldn't forgive himself fully, his friends words eased some of the choking guilt and pain that was slowly throttling him. "Thanks Cas, you don't know how much that means to me," he said in a hoarse voice, and embraced Cas again, not caring even if they did accidentally ended up snogging this time. It was the forgiveness that mattered.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Apr 24, 2007 7:49:20 GMT -5
Casfelt indeed awkward in his arms, as he felt his mouth close to his. Indeed it was an awkward sensation as he did not know if he had to lean away or go forward. He wasn't even sure in what position he was placed in. However the moment he felt Jase retreated he sighed silently to himself. "It's okay, dude. I'm just telling you the truth anyhow," he said and smiled kindly.
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Post by scarlette on Apr 25, 2007 13:44:13 GMT -5
Jase leaned back against the wall next to Casimir, whistling to himself, the forlorn song echoing in the darkness. He fell silent quite suddenlyas he heard footsteps approaching them. "Do you hear that? Perhaps we should get out of here," he suggested, taking Casimir's hand in his to help him out of the dungeon.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Apr 29, 2007 5:18:16 GMT -5
Casimir could hear the coming footsteps and taking Jase's hand, he lifted himself off the ground, taking his cane carefully in his hand. "Yeah. But i don't know the way so you'll have to guide me," he pointed out. "Yet i wonder who that may be?"
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