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Post by ~Caroline~ on Jun 20, 2007 10:02:48 GMT -5
"Would it be easier though? I mean would it be eaiser if you just avoided each other or something?" he asked, raising an eyebrow and looking at Cat straight in the eyes.
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Post by Kateykins on Jun 20, 2007 10:08:57 GMT -5
"That would be nearly impossible," Cat said, "Luke and I are like best friends, we have been since first year. But, maybe time apart would do some good. It's nearly summer anyways," she added, her head slowly bobbing up and down as she tried to convince herself of this. She missed both of them, and even though she hadn't seen Reuben for weeks, maybe even months, she had only seen Luke last night, barely 12 hours ago.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Jun 20, 2007 10:10:16 GMT -5
Casimir frowned. He had not seen Reuben for some time. Alright maybe "seen" wasn't the right word, but he had not heard of him. "Where is Reuben anyway?" he questioned, quite preplexed.
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Post by Kateykins on Jun 20, 2007 10:36:17 GMT -5
Cat sighed again and brought her knees up to her chest, a small frown crossing her face. "I don't know, he probably left again without telling me or something," she said sadly. She thought that if he was her boyfriend he should probably tell her when he was leaving, but turned back to her present train of thought. "I haven't seen him in over a month."
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Jun 20, 2007 10:41:08 GMT -5
"Do you think he'll come back though?" he inquierd further. This was quite imporant to know if Reuban was acctually going to come back. For Cat. For his girlfriend.
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Post by Kateykins on Jun 20, 2007 11:05:23 GMT -5
"I don't know. Maybe," she speculated, trying to be positive. He had to come back. If not, well, they would just be left with loose ends that needed tying.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Jun 20, 2007 14:34:03 GMT -5
Casimir thought about the moment, his brow furrowing slightly. "So you're not sure then...," he mumbled, thinking aloud slightly."And i guess you don't want to wait any longer...Well then are you going to ask Luke out? Are you determined that you prefer him to Reuben?" he asked, looking back up at her.
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Post by Kateykins on Jun 20, 2007 15:14:33 GMT -5
"Well I don't know... because what if Reuben comes back and finds out that I've been going out with Luke?" she questioned. "He's going to be so hurt... and Luke would be too. I guess I need a definite answer before I do anything. But... if he left forever, he would have told me, don't you think?" She bit her lip and sighed again.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Jun 20, 2007 15:23:23 GMT -5
"Yeah he would ahve. After all you're his girlfriend," he said and sighed. "I was put into the similair situation and well i just dumped them both. the two girls. One of them was devasted the other one took it quite well. I hated that situation," he said, sighing once more and rolling his eyes.
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Post by Kateykins on Jun 20, 2007 15:28:05 GMT -5
Cat nodded, able to sympathise with her friend's situation. "Yeah, right now that seems like the best situation but I'll never be able to get over either of them I don't think," she said dejectedly. It was true. Cat knew she certainly loved Reuben, but now she knew that she loved Luke as well. But Luke was there. Reuben wasn't. "We're certainly both cursed in the love department, aren't we?" she asked with a small chuckle. But at least he had Scarlette. At the moment she felt utterly alone, and although she was a very independent girl, she wanted someone to talk to and to make her feel safe and loved. Sure, she had loads of friends, but she wanted more than just that.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Jun 20, 2007 15:32:48 GMT -5
"Oh yes we are. I've got so many probelms. No wonder I'm so depressed," he said and chuckled, before sighing heavily. "Scarlette is my girlfriend and i adore her. i think her so original. But then there is Liza...I've known for so long. She's been by best friend and she's always been there. The other day i confessed so much to her. I cried for the first time since i was...disabled. and then i kiss her. And well...that completely blew it," he said and clapped his hands on his knees, a weary smile playing on his lips.
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Post by Kateykins on Jun 20, 2007 15:47:46 GMT -5
Cat nodded, sympathetically listening to his problems, a small smile on her face. But of course Casimir couldn't see that. She reached across and gave him a big bear hug. "We've both blown it big time," she said. She thought of anything to say to help him, but couldn't think of anything for a few minutes until something finally popped into her mind. "Well, either way we go, someone is going to get hurt," she commented quietly. "We'll be hurt either way, because the person who doesn't end up with us is going to be angry at us, which won't be fun. The person who we pick will be hurt too, because we'll be hurt, or in my case their best friend will be angry at them... so either way we both lose," she commented wisely. She knew it wasn't as simple as just picking someone, there were so many complications. Hard feelings, hatred, hurt. Cat didn't really want to be involved in it all but she would have to.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Jun 20, 2007 15:54:45 GMT -5
Casimir moved away and smiled at her, grateful for her bear hug. She was right though,unfortunatly, terribly right and he hated it. He had to choose. He ahd to let go of one and this was the thing he dreaded most of all. "Yeah, unfortunatly you're right," he whispered dully. "Why is life so damn complicated!" he said.
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Post by Kateykins on Jun 21, 2007 0:10:41 GMT -5
Cat shrugged. "Someone decided that it would be quite entertaining to make us suffer so much, I think," she said lightly. She wondered if Fate had already planned their little adventures down to the finest details. Fate is a mean beeyotch, Cat thought. If someone was inhumane enough to make them suffer so much at the hands of these crazy ghosts, they must not be sane at all. But Cat doubted that anyone involved was 100 percent sane anymore. She knew that she was having trouble sleeping and concentrating in classes, which hadn't been a problem before.
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Post by ~Caroline~ on Jun 21, 2007 11:06:22 GMT -5
"Some supernatural force that has decided to realy mess up our lives!" he explained. "Like God. Damn God. He should be sent to satan's pitch and Lucifer should poke him with a pitchfork up his arse," he said and paused for a moment. "Is that a sin...?" he asked, quite bemused. He took out his packet of ciggarettes and a lighter and took one. Sighing, he turned to look at Cat. "I'm weak. I fell in the hands of these," he said nodding at the packet. "I was alone though and quite desperate. I proves how weak I am," he said and lit it, slipping it into his mouth. "Scarlette doesn't know. Jase does though."
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